I went to the pool to have a swim today. And what happened, I of course forgot my glasses.
But as I already was dressed and ready go jump in, I just did so, jumped in!
So I decided to take the slow chest stokes. Calm and slow. Lovely. Calming, Relaxing. Slowly doing my business.
As I couldn't do the freestyle, as I usually do and never see anyone I now had a good look at the people there.
And there they where!
The staress. The ones that don't do anything else but just stare you out. following you crazily with their eyes.
So there they where.
Staring. Crazily.
Me starting to of course little bit freak out.
I have something weird looking on me.
I mean, I know I'm no Jessica Alba but not a weirdo either.
But they stare so much, this girl and this guy, and it goes so far that I even starts to make freestyle strokes. Need to not see these people.
But I don't get away from them. And as I almost start sweating of the stress I start feel I decided I needed to redirect my thought of why they stare.
As in my head I already had that they thought I was a stalker, or that THEY stalked me. That they misstaked me for a girl that had had an affair with the guy. You name it.
Stress stress stress!
So I decide to start think better.
Of course they look at me, as they would like to invite me to come with them for some "fun time"
And for a second I feel cool. Like, " Yes, you know it, people would like to ask you for that, you are so cool"
But lasts only for that one second. Then the panic start again.
" Oh no, but no I don't want that, I don't feel like that. I have no feeling for that at all. I am married. No no no stop it, stop stare, I don't want that kind of invites. I am one person person."
And then of course I started to freak out over that. And well then I knew it. I couldn't really do anything else then just leave the pool. I just felt to stresses.
Well I learned that, that the glasses will never be left home again. And if I do, I run and buy some!
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