So the past months, a lot have happened in my life. Life changing things. Very interesting things. I started to really think of what I need, and what I want, about what I have time with and not. I felt that this blog, was not worth it. No one read it, no one commented on the things I did. No one cared.
So to make more time in my life, for other things I would let it go. Stop this nonsense of this blog. But as the months has gone on, I so often had the feeling of telling what I was up to.
Clean my head, but not for anyone else, but for myself.
To get it all on paper, and see it with fresher eyes.
To have the diary that I always wanted as a child, but never started on. And here it was!
The only problem as I see it, is my wish, and idea of writing to someone else.
Try to get as many readers as possible. What is interesting to read and not. What is worth taking up and not.
I think it was there it went wrong for me. One should never do anything for someone else, if it's not on commission. What I need to do, is to continue the blog, as I actually find it very fun. But not for you, or anyone else. But merely for myself.
Use it as my blog, the blog I want to read, not the thought of someone else would like to read.
I've had some months to reflect on what I want to read, what I need to read, where I want to go with it all, and where I want to go with it all. A part in my life changing decisions. So I will write.
Not for you,
For me!
Men avslöja då din stora händelse:)
ReplyDeletei want to tell you that i am reading your blog. i just don't comment all the time. maybe i should do that often. :) keep on writing!
ReplyDeleteOh it's fine not to comment! as I wrote, that I'll not think of these kinds things. I want to have to blog, for me. As a diary and not think about comments, or how many ppl read it. And it feels much better that way!
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